Unhappy

I have been deleting people from facebook and in my life in general so that I can rid myself of the toxic environment I was in. Yes, most of these people are in the queer community. I have never done well with queer communities, I cannot handle how involved everyone is in your life. Also, I would prefer being involved in a group where if there is a problem between two people, it is only a problem between those two people.
I've changed. I have never denied that, and I like how I have changed. But there are so many things that make that difficult. People often treat me like they did before, which only makes my life harder. Theatre kids have realized this and they respond to who I am now. In many ways, they have never known me any other way. Theatre is the only place that I am safe to be myself. As crazy as it may be sometimes, I am never truly judged for it. I have also never felt more supported and cared about in any friend-base I have ever had.
I guess the thing that is so difficult with this is how offended people are about being taken off facebook, when they rarely talk to me. And to be honest, most of my "friends" require me to come around more or need me to come see them, but they don't bother to come see me or contact me. Some people are even mad at me and not talking to me, but god-forbid I cut them off!

If I am following my Laws to Live By, there is a rule stating that "if something or someone makes you unhappy, discontinue with it." Well I made these rules for a reason, might as well follow them.